I think she is feeling the need to mark her territory and if you give into her now all your progress will fade quickly. Are you strong enough emotionally to sleep with her and not get hung up on her?
Well...there was no need to worry about that. After our dinner, I dropped WAW off at her apartment, and there was no invitation upstairs of any kind. I really don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
We have a very nice evening together. Nice dinner conversation. Some about the R, but not too much. WAW did tear up a couple of times. At one point during dinner, I asked for a kiss. Oops..
When I dropped her off she leaned over to kiss me goodbye and I gave her my cheek. She commented that she gave me a kiss on the lips at dinner, so I kissed her a couple times and went home.
For the first time in a while, she has been on my mind all night and this morning. I suppose that was the only risk in having such a wonderful dinner together.
I will likely see her for a few minutes when I drop S17 off to work with her today. It will be interesting to see how she acts today. One thing I am willing to admit now: I really do still love her.
