Getting REALLY messy...
Shouldn't have gone dark with telling the OM I was going to do it...
Now I feel like a double bad person.
My confusion, even in this very brief EA (but long friendship prior) has now hurt somebody else:( and I've lost my friendship.
Yuck, who knew online could be so real???
Now I'm sorry I went dark the way I did it.
I didn't want to hurt ANYBODY...
Ughhhhh