Mystik, there's dwelling on the past and moving forward. You aren't moving forward because you care for H and you're afraid to let that go because it may be all you have left.
Wow, nicely put Abbey. I think all of LBS' have all felt this more or less.
Me 36; H 40 baby born in May M:13, T:15 Bomb (OW): Dec 09 began DBing: Feb WH overseas with OW old: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2027369#Post2027369
