Thanks, evolv. Wasn't sure I was going to make it through! I like your squirel visual. Made me laugh. : )
Once I deleted that email, my whole day got better. I calmed down and refocused at work. I was fine. I let it go and made plans for the rest of the week. Maybe not exciting plans, but plans.
But then... a funny thing happened on the way home tonight...
H calls and tells me he was late getting out of work, so would I mind picking D3 up for him and he will come get her from the house? I say sure, extra time with baby girl is always a plus in my book.
H comes by, about an hour later. He would have made it to daycare with plenty of time before closing, but he said he knew I would rather have her than leave her at daycare when I am home. He can't stay because his mom is cooking dinner, but goes and gets some wine from his car. He was at a tasting today and told me to pick one for me to have tonight. I went with a nice Argento Reserva Malbec. Yummy. I'm enjoying it right now.
He also asked if I had planns for Wednesday night and asked if we could try to talk some more. I said sure and asked if this talk required babysitting, he said no. We could keep D entertained while we talked.
Gave D a goodnight hug and told H she could call me for night-nights if she needed to, but I think we had covered hugs and kisses close enough to bedtime she would be fine.
