But I keep trying add reasons to the list (which at the TOP are my H and family), but...
Even if I am a HOT older woman, I could still be OM's mother Are there older guys out there like OM, that don't just want younger woman???
Just asking this, since putting my entire situation in writing and looking at my 20 yr marriage... Feeling very alone, unloved, undesirable, etc. Last thing I was looking for was a 32 yr old OM.
This is painful, oh so painful on so many levels... And I honestly did not go looking for it... But here it is, and it makes the reality of my SSM oh so real:(
not sure if I'll ever find happiness in lovelife, but am so sad and angry just to have nothing but the kids to live for:(
trying to stay dark... The wee hours of the morning are the worst.
