Ugh, reading this is a glaring reality that I've given up 20 years of a normal, healthy sexual marriage. I settled. The house, the picket fence, the kids... But without that deep loving marriage I've needed and wanted. In SO many ways H has treated me better than anybody, like a Queen in fact. But it's all been in exchange for the lack of intimacy. Now that he's stopped lots of acts of service, I don't feel loved in ANY way.
5 more hours to go, and I'll have made it 24 without OM. He's not the answer.
I'm just not sure my marriage is either:(
Thank you Sandi for being here. (((HUG))) Lol,I needed that.
