Listen, you can make it this 24 hours! I remember when I got through the first four days without contact. Everytime I felt weak and tempted, I come here to the board. Worked for me and I bet it would you too.
Have you ever wondered if your H is gay? What excuses did he give when first M?
So, were you sexually attracted at all when you were first M to him?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!