OMG, I am so glad to be able to come here and not be tempted to contact OM today.

(I deleted ALL contact info, old chess games, chess game App, emails...about 3AM). Talking here makes me realize just vulnerable and pathetic I was! I do miss my chess games (no chat with my otherbpartners) but realize that's how I bonded with OM, so it all had to go...

If it weren't for John's thread I would have never considered it an EA.
My goal is put that energy into my H, and GAL (previously over invested in just my kids, who are now getting independent).

I just hope your young family can work it out John, but you are definitely becoming more mature in the process!