My W and I discussed through email who will have the kids for the holidays. Sorted it out and no arguments. We did not discuss anything else.
Well she's outside with her family getting her stuff from the garage. I'm not planning on going out there, but I feel like crap seeing it go down. I hate when that sad feeling creeps in.
Although I won't have to deal with her as much now, I do still have to see her nearly everyday to switch the kids. I've appeared new and upbeat for a decent stretch now, but certainly feeling hopeless in private. My W is VERY stubborn, I really believe only a miracle can change things around. I'm still taking everyones advice and trying to detatch, stay positive, and GAL. I realize it may be months or longer before I see a change, or before her interest in OM is over... LONG road ahead!
