I DID go to court today finally! There was some back and forth w/ our Ls and his L kept saying how I should just sign the house over how it's ridiculous that I haven't. My L was advising it was in my best interest since the house has a negative equity, etc but I did not budge. As you know, we were there was H filed a motion to get me to pay half the mortage. Turns out he is only currently paying 1/3 of the mortgage since his relative pays the2/3s of it! That is somethig I didn't know. So anyway, we go into court and the judge ruled that I do not have to pay the mortgage and taht I am not allowed to remove anything else from the house and that I am allowed at the home, just not in the part being rented out "sine the home is half hers anyway." He also said he imagined we had bigger things to worry about this. Very true. So... as for the final hearing... not happening til March! That seems so long now. H was very quiet and I did not look at his face even once, no Hellos, nothing. It was a change from the last time when I greeted him happily. Today I just couldn't... It's weird to think where we started and where we are now. I loved him w/ every fiber of my being. I am afraid I will never love anyone like that again and I wonder if I ever will. It's like a huge scar on my heart. I never responded to his petition for the D by bed and board (basically a lega sep) so I need to do that. My L was awesome today, too, btw.
So that is where I am at now.
I had a lovely weekend and got a lot of homework/labs done and hung out with HG again. HG and I kissed a lil more. I am conflicted/nervous. For instance, I feel happy & really enjoy the time we are spending together and at the same time, I am scared? He said he "really" likes me and I like him, too. We've been out 8 times now & he said he's not seeing anyone else right now. We went for a walk downtown yesterday which was nice.
Very true. 