One of my big issues is his email that accused me of trying to trap him in a loveless marriage. No, I don't want a loveless marriage, I want an opportunity to rebuild the trust and the love. I know it won't be easy, I know it won't be a quick fix thing. I just want another chance. It kills me that he won't even speak to me. I know I need to get over it. I know it's my problem. I know I did the wrong. It just sucks.
