Finding My Way

[courageous wife]

Is just functioning the way you want to live right now?

For the most part I am able to function. I get to work, might not be on time, but I do get there. I make sure DS gets his homework done, has dinner, etc. I bathe regularly and do laundry weekly.

This doesn't sound good

Right now I'm supposed to be at work. But instead I'm still home,

And niether does this

It seems all I want to do is sleep

This

H is all I know, without him I feel so completely lost and alone.

is so sad Mystik! I think this is where you need to start.