Ok, so my anger is a bit better today about the dating thing...started thinking about how truly bad H must have felt within himself to tear himself away from his family. He truly did love me and our S, I remember it, and never questioned his love.
Started feeling really bad for him, and totally did a non DB thing, emailed and said I was so sorry for having any part in driving him away from his family.
He emailed back straight away saying to stop feeling bad about it, and that he was 50% the problem, he just couldnt handle the new job, the family and everything at the same time.
So feeling a bit relieved.....that he doesnt think it was all me anymore like he did.
I am so confused right now....dont know which direction my hearts supposed to be going
