I'm still un-decided, I have let the girl know and she is fine about it and understands totally.
I really want to move on with my life, but in that life I want my wife besides me!!
Moving on, I had the kids loads this weekend, had a really good time, when I dropped them off, wife asked if I still wanted them for 3 nights a week, I said yes instantly and we have agreed nights, not sure if this is any progress but I get to see the kids more!!
I picked my son up yesterday morning for football, and she came to the door while I was waiting for him, and chatted, she even made a joke and laughed!!
When I dropped him off, she came out to meet him, she doesn't usually come out at all, I rarely see her!!, but before she could say anything to me I drove off.
So thats 3 times in 2 days she has come out, made conversation twice and didn't get the chance to make it on the third.
Then last night she sent a couple of texts about the kids, basically confirming what we had already agreed, I just answered in 1 word answers, am I looking for something thats not there!, she is initiating some contact, not a lot, but something!
The kids are happy to spend more time with me, could this have any effect on her, could this soften her to me?
Not sure, nothing I can do, just going to carry on with what I'm doing, at least we are not arguing, and I see the kids more!
I feel pretty good about myself at the moment, I feel better than I have in years, lost weight, working out, getting asked on dates, and seeing loads of my kids, without missing my wife, things are going well for me.!!
