You are SO right -- those feelings have been shut down towards my husband for a long time (SSM --20+ yrs)! Which is why I was vulnerable to Internet OM. WASN'T looking for it...). Friendship 1st, then just recently turned romantic. I'm here trying to find that good feeling some other way... SSM led to prolonged depression that has been SO deep and dark until this OM. SSM led me to try other low-risk thrills and preoccupations over the years (shopping excessively, over- involved mothering) that each time I conquer. But, now wondering if I shouldn't deal with ROOT cause...
If I'm going to be a WAW, don't want to do it because of OM... Want to do it for myself. I Know it would shock husband into DB, but by that point... Do I have it in me to DB???
