ant,
Just reading this post hurts. I'm sorry. Wish there were more I could say. Hang in there.
Originally Posted By: antlers
The stuff I've dealt with over the last 2 years has been awful and painful. The heartache of betrayal, the destruction of my family, the destruction of my finances, etc.. I can't imagine a worse life experience...except the death of a child.
Yep.

Peace,

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac