Finding My Way

[Mystik]

CW, I do still see an IC. Not sure any progress has been made though.

I did my best to hold back the tears, but it wasn't enough. DS figured out I was crying even though I tried to lie and tell him I wasn't. Don't know if H knows it from seeing my face, but I didn't speak to him so he couldn't hear it in my voice.

Cried the drive home. Still crying now. Whore was with him, they were picking up her brat at the same time H was getting DS. Not sure how/when he is getting DS back to me. But I'm already dreading the manner in which DS comes home.

This mess is all wrong. It shouldn't be like this.