I do recall admiring just how quick you where to spot all the twists and turns of the crazy MLC(or whatever it is, really) dance. You have all the detachment of a scientist in this process, even when it pertains to you.
Smart lady! How are you doing?
And yes, you`re right. When I soften-he steps back.
I think that`s part of why I don`t let him see my needs-he seems to need to hit me when I show my vulnerability.
But Friday he ran to open the gate for me as I was leaving the house. So touching. Didn`t see him all Sat but he came over to the table to have breakfast with me this am. I chatted-maybe too much? I don`t know.
But he seems to be back in withdrawal mode again.
All I can do is keep my PMA. I`m really working on accepting what is. Seeing it as God`s will.
I can bypass anger but go to sadness and that isn`t being accepting of God`s will. So I`m really focussing when I can today and all that`s good right now.
Specifically, right now?-a bar of hazlenut choc and great coffee.
And hearing from you SR! Off to check if you`ve updated. Want to know how you, the kids, H, your job, new home and everything else is going in your life.
