OK, it is official, #5 is a bad idea. It is off the list. Thanks for all the input. It has helped so much.
I think this weekend has been rough because most of my GAL plans got scrapped by D3's tummy bug. She is fine, but nobody wants to run the risk of all night vomit. Yuck. Left me with a lot more time at home than I had planned for.
H also chickened out of comming by Saturday morning. So, now I am trying to get back on track and resist the very strong urge to ask all those why questions I had put away. I had taken him wanting to get together as a good sign, but now I feel much more devestated about not seeing him than I expected.
I'll look at going to see the Branson lights. I have D3 on the weekends, so maybe it would be good to go.
