Yeah, #5 ended up on the list because I still want to DO something. I HATE feeling so powerless! I have been doing so good, but now H coming arround being sweet again has me all frustrated again. I want him to come home!
Tonight D3 and I heard fireworks and we drove out to see them because she asked if we could. I figured, why not? Sitting there I start thinking that there is just no good reason for him not to be there with us. All of us, him, me, D3, we are all missing out on each other. It is just so sad and pointless.
I'm sorry if I sound down. I'm frustrated. Sometimes it it hard to keep the PMA going.
