I know your here to help me, and i need it. I appreciate the comments and guidance. I may seem like i'm fighting back but really i am just expressing my emotions on here rather then to her or in front of her.
Well today went well. I kept busy with the kids, and she just kinda watched how we all interacted. She has been pretty surprised at how well the kids behave and work together. Thankfully she hasnt tried to change our routine.
The kids are a little stressed and are acting a little more defiant than normal. But the are also more animated. They are happy to see mom at the house.
Me, well i am struggling. I am trying to keep myself on the same routine, and just keep things in the house moving. I am finding that i need to go off to my room just to have a breather and be by myself. I just need to regroup and calm myself. I am a little, okay a lot uncomfortable.
I am trying to avoid any relationship talk. I havent agreed to her visitation modification, other then her spending the weekend here.
