I kind of just want it all to be over. I'm tired of trying to do the 'right' thing. I'm tired of the pain. I'm tired of feeling crappy everytime I talk to him and see him. I'm tired of all of it. I just want it to be done. I really am just done. I cannot put energy into trying to save us anymore. I can't be emotionally beaten anymore. I'm done.
Me 30 H 29 DC 9, 7, 2 M 4 years, T 6 years ILYBINILWY Bomb: 8/8/10 He doesn't want to work, I'm slowly getting there too Physically separating end of September
