I want him to leave me alone, but right now, he's NOT. He's not as active with me as he was a week ago, but he's trying for more interaction than I want. I just don't know where I sit anymore. Part of me says to build on the interactions, but part of me says he's not giving me what I NEED to get through this. Everything he does and says I obsess over (and what he doesn't do or say).
I need to walk in and hi walk out. I need no little texts in guise of talking to the kids. I need him to stop trying to keep me hooked, even if he doesn't know he's doin' it. He misses me. I get it. But only when he is alone and doesn't have a distraction. Could be seen as a good sign, right? But i cannot see it that way. Everything he does and says HURTS. Wether the intention is there or not.
Me 30 H 29 DC 9, 7, 2 M 4 years, T 6 years ILYBINILWY Bomb: 8/8/10 He doesn't want to work, I'm slowly getting there too Physically separating end of September
