Thanks Brandnewday. You might just change your name to Brandnewperspective!

No, I don`t think I`m angry or bitter. Just very sad. feeling low about a couple of things not connected with the M. And that`s probably affecting me with H too.

And no, I haven`t let him know my needs. I`m hell bend on showing me as strong and independent. So i guess I ve got to get the balance right between DB detachment and letting him see Im human too.

but, thank you. I will start being gently fortright about my needs when I get the chance.