Sorry to hear you are having one of those weeks. I haven't really achieved thinking in weeks yet.
My mood and thoughts change so much in one day that I have to think in morning and evening still. I find that a really good PMA morning where I feel almost invincible is followed by a cruddy evening. At least the raw pain is absent at this point. I sometimes even think of my future and look forward to it.

H would have gotten my L's letter today that essentially said we will pick this up after the 1st of the year. Wondering how he will respond to this and the knowledge of which L I hired. Time will tell.

I continue to exercise no matter what. It has really saved my life.

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."