Finding My Way

[Mystik]

Ugh, need to turn off signatures on another board I'm on. So many women are either pregnant or trying to get pregnant. And here I am, would love to have another baby but the odds of that ever happening are looking quite slim. I never imagined myself as having just one kid, there was always two when I daydreamed about my future. And being a single mom definitely was not part of those dreams. I love my son to death but so want to have a little girl. DS would be an awesome big brother, too bad I can't give him that opportunity.

Still no word from H, I had this awful thought this morning that something happened to him from that accident and Whore is not letting anyone tell me. I am his wife, dammit, I should be the one he's with! Not her.

DS has a solution to H's car problems. Said that Daddy can just use [Whore's] car. Great. Just want I want to see happen.