Thanks Zen. I know better than to actually do it. There is no one on the horizon and I don't expect there to be. It will help to end my little fantasy though if I can hear other's experiences. I appreciate the link I will go read it.
I too look forward to my next most amazing relationship. The one I was in was dead. I also hope it is with my H but time will tell...
(Formerly blgp) Me-35 H-33 Married 4 yrs Together 9 yrs "Bomb" 8/1/10 Separated 8/6/10 D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11
"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."