I have to admit, I'm really fed up with W. I really wish things could work and somehow our family would be one again, but I can't see it happening. In my mind there is NO CHANCE... NO POINT... with the OM on her mind. Since she left the house, I find myself not wanting her back most of the time. Most of my friends have written her off... And I'm sickened by her friends who have supported her and believed her without even talking to me.
I have been hanging out with friends, W not around to even know. I have been working on changing my wardrobe, but there is some uncertainty with finances. I will be buying a new / newer SUV to transport the kids, so that will be a nice change. My sister is still here so that helps alot. I am doing my best to move on, but living in our house is tough when I'm alone... Memories flood in. I've got to get rid of this house at some point, but it will be years I'm afraid with the market so unstable. Kids are doing well! That's the important thing.
