So H has texted twice today and called once. I haven't responded to any. I feel physically sick when I talk to him now. Is this detachment? Probably not if it brings up this strong a reaction. Should I play it cool and talk to him until I decide what move to make? We had agreed to keep talking to each other under the premise that we were working on our M, but I don't think I want that anymore. Suggestions on how to proceed? I want this to be deliberate, not based on emotions. Should I wait to drop this bomb until we are face to face (we are supposed to get together in two weeks), should I wait until after the holidays when I've had more time to save money, should I do it on the phone now, while I still have the dogs (so I can keep them...)
