Just an update... things are going along smoothly yet still slowly, which is good. I am starting to see the man I know H to be this week. We've had a nice time together and the hope is coming through. We both agree we have a lot of work to do, but that's not a bad thing. We have to come to terms with what has happened and make the commitment that our relationship is going to be different - better - than ever.
Thinking about the A is still very painful for me. I try not to think about it, but of course, it's natural that it comes to mind.
