I hear you IB, I really do. Yet still, instead of saying "in sickness and in health" and finding another reason to hang on, you need to assess where YOUR needs are not being met. You are lonely as heck. Your "m" is not making you happy and isn't likely to anytime soon.
You are hurt and losing hope and I'm not going to tell you "Oh since he's sick, you should wait." I think alcoholism is a disease and no one in Al Anon would say "stay b/c he's sick"... That's enabling, and it's not good for YOU.
I think you'll get sick and tired of feeling sick and tired and then, so be it. You'll be alright. I think you know this. Good luck
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
