Just received papers

[AtTheEnd?]

I've been very upbeat and happy for a while now (about 10 weeks). Not any explanation for it, but this week (knowing what was coming) has had an impact on me. It seems to be more up and down this week. I workout, hang out with friends, and enjoy time with my children. Can't complain too much, just the situation stinks.

I've just continued to be supportive, loving, and as responsible as possible through this entire process. It leaves her somewhat confused (her words), but she doesn't feel that she has an alternative. She is so stressed, that the only thing she can think of to alleviate her stress is to divorce me. I told that "I hope she finds the answers she is looking for", and I meant it. I have been sincere and caring in every conversation. I have read here what to do in this situation and that one, but I'm just going with what feels right, and with what I feel is good for me. I have not been a doormat. I'm just trying to behave with dignity.