Right now I am really angry. I want to get an attorney and do [censored] to make her miserable. I read the section on infidelity. I know I should wait a few monthes. My goal is to make it to December with out any serious meltdowns.
But I am so angry right now....
and hurt...
I have to finda way to cool off before she comes to pick me up. She spent all morning talking to this [censored] clown. I be the house is a mess still, dishes undone, and she makes no progress on anything.
She day dreams all day.
Today my counselor said thinks she doesn't intend to leave based on her actions. That shes contemplating what to do.
