Hi awest1217,

Thanks for the post.

Ya, this is a hard journey to go through.

One of the things that I struggle the most with is that I do so many amazing experiences with my kids. Every time I do that I have pangs that my XW is not with us. I always end up sending photos to my ex.

I don't get it either...we had such a great night on Halloween and I want more of those. She on the other hand has gone cool to me again.

Oh well, we just move forward.

BTW the Carrie Underwood concert last night was incredible. My daughter and I got to meet Carrie backstage before the show. It was lot's of fun.


Me/W: 46/36
D7.6/S6
T/M: 7.5/6.5
Bomb 12/05/07
D final: 03/03/09