Thanks all - I am working on the getting to peace place. I have been thinking today about things I won't miss...

*Worrying about whether or not H was happy
*Worrying about whether or not H was angry
*Worrying about whether or not H alienated himself from others
*Worrying about whether or not H was p*ssed at S
*Worrying about H being impulsive
*Worrying about making H happy
*Worrying about being attractive or not attractive enough for H

Lots of worrying - it's funny that I'm not worried at all about being alone or being able to take care of myself and my S.

Good start:)

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time