This all makes me very sad:(

Wondering if I'll ever have sex again.
It's been at least 5 years... Maybe more. He's a great husband, father, provider and says he loves me... Have nearly wavered into EA/PA in the past due to this, but have stopped short due to my marriage and child. Am currently very tempted by OEA, thus I came here...

The lack of intimacy in my 20 year marriage has led to depression, especially the last 3 years with our child getting older.

W 50
H 50
D 16
M 20yrs