I went to the monastery yesterday and the message was for me to do Gods will for my life everyday, not to be fearful, and to put my h life in God's hands. I want to find a good organization to volunteer at. I am reading the "Codependent No More" book too. I know one of the things I have to work on on this journey is that I can't control other people. Because of my challenging childhood I felt that I needed to control things. Im learning that i can only control my own life. I want to focus on me and find my own happiness.
