I am worthy of loyalty. I know that. I made a mistake early in our relationship, but I learned from it and moved on. If he had found out about that mistake, he would be devastated. In some sense, I feel like maybe I should give him the benefit of the doubt, let him fuddle through this mistake on his own and hope he comes back to me. Now... I need to start living for myself, not put my life on hold any longer for him. Because this A doesn't have long term potential, I feel very secure in the fact that he will come back to me.
