P,
You know it's ok to vent off a little of this so cut

yourself some slack.

I know you well enough now that this is just a ripple

in the crazy world we LBS'rs are living right now.

If I would not hear of some of your struggles, I

would not know if you are able to conquer them.

And I believe you can.

I think we all have a long way to go on this journey.


'scuse me while I sip some red wine with Missher.


Now, think about where you would be without being here.

You have grown from the first day and you know there

is more room to grow.

The minute I start to feel sorry for myself I think of others

who have it much worse than me. Then it is not so hard anymore.

If Missher can firewalk, so can you. LOL.

Don't get caught up in to crossing every T. You know what is

important so work on those things first. The rest of the stuff

can wait. The last thing you want to add is self induced stress.

If more people could see that, the more they could learn how to

chill.

I know you know this anyway but I hear you on the things you

are talking about.

It is not like you don't have what it takes, you are light years

ahead of a lot of women in tackling things on your own.

How many women would have the b@lls to make it to Missher's

by themselves? No sweat for you. It was almost like it was

already a done deal the moment you heard about it. You sure

gave that impression to me.

BTW, I have taken much from your threads and it is truly a part

of me getting through this. You touch more people than you

realize. I am sure of that.

I do think it is good for you to lay it all out so you can ponder

it and feel like you have a foundation on which to build. Then

you can make little changes along the way.

But for now, tomorrow is Little Friday and that should help you

through today!!!