Hungover today , but did not call H & give him the angry outburst that he so richly deserves.
RL friends are saying that H is trying to provoke a reaction, so as to have something, anything to use against me in court. RL friends saying that H is unsure about this and his crap behaviour is indicative of his waffling.
I'm unsure what any of this means and am so drained by all of this. I'm trying to live as best as I can w/o H in the future. Meaning: going forward w/the knowledge that H is the PAST and NEVER going to be part of the future. Feels like I make some progress, and somehow H manages to climb under my skin.
At some point, this has to get better??? Ugh.
M & H: 40 M: 5.5 T: 7.5 OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09 Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10
, but did not call H & give him the angry outburst that he so richly deserves. 
