A friend who came to my party on Saturday told me how she noticed how calm and relaxed I was at the party. She also has walked with me through most of my sitch.
She said, "Rocked, I will never forget when you were laying on my couch completely traumatized and barely able to function... and now look at you!"
I can't go back to that. Not. ever.
You are healing I think that's great. See how far you have come? It's amazing how you can think back to how absolutely destroyed you were and now you are happy and smiling and carefree--so much so that even your friends notice. It's awesome!