One thing thats weird that I don't get is why am I so angry all of a sudden?
I've been depressed and upset and wanting a miracle until yesterday. Once I made the decision I didn't want access to her computer and wanted to know as little as possible I started getting angry. Now I am just filled with anger and disgust.
I am standing up for myself, taking control of my world, and moving on.. but I don't want to be angry all the time anymore than I want to be depressed all the time.
