Rocked,
I remember how often you talked me through the anxiety...you have it in you, you know how to conquer this. So do it.

I sense guilt from you TBH. A little bit of guilt about how strong you have become and how weak your H now is to you in your eyes. That is probably natural, and it is against your nature to not fix things, so you are having an internal struggle. But the strong Rocked we all know will prevail on the internal struggle.

No one can tell you what you should do on this one...heck I'm not sure you would listen! smile But I agree with the others...take your time. There is no rush. You are so far beyond tactics and what should you do...this is just about you living life until you are ready to make a decision. Leave him in limbo land, so what, he has done nothing to deserve any more.

Today will be a good day for you...I sense it.


M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11