Its definitely goingto be challanging going back to being in the dark but honestly I wasn't finding anything out I wasn't guessing already. Having that much access was driving me nuts though, every minute I was looking for a "sign" about what was going on in her head.
Today's going to be tough not knowing but I think its a big step towards true detachment.
This morning I really feel disgusted with her and I really want her to leave. I have no desire to work anything out.
Plus she lied to me trying to get money for a prepaid phone and I caught her in it. I haven't called her on it though I'm going to see how far she takes it.
