25 - Well said! - will I miss the humiliation, hurt and utter sickness from the exposure to a seedy, sick world? - NO, NO, NO! And I DO gloss over it...
Yes I overlook his other flaws too - instead choosing to make my flaws catastrophic...
One thing I won't miss...
Since the addiction was revealed I have never been able to truly be with friends and be "in the moment" - I have constantly tried to stay aware of H's mood, body language, etc. - was HE ok, was HE fantasizing, was HE approving, was HE having fun Never really knew how much I was doing that until recently.
Hey, that didn't even take an hour:)
Gratefully - IB
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
- will I miss the humiliation, hurt and utter sickness from the exposure to a seedy, sick world? - NO, NO, NO! And I DO gloss over it...
