Sometimes I start arguments...

[Jealousy]

Oops I did it again. Well kind of.

I thought we were back on track and I had been letting him stay here as he had no where to go.

We were having an amazing Halloween the other day, we both took the girls out along with a couple of their friends and my bff and her daughter. My bff's daughter and my DD7 wanted to continue trick or treating so we left them and took the little ones friends home before heading to a haunted house. On our way back to pick my bff, her DD and my DD7 up at my parents house we found ourselves driving behind OW and her DD. She pulls over and H gets out to talk to her for a min before we continue to our destination. Approx. one minute away from my parents house H comes out and says "I might just send her DD with you and I will go with her". Of course I'm confused, and then realize OW is behind us and coming to the haunted house with us!!! Needlesss to say I was pissed! H then comes out and says that I'm just not playing nice?!?! What?

My bff does not like this broad and as H walked in my parents house with a smug grin on his face bff told him he had some balls, well he flipped out! I kept my cool, didnt fight or argue, and instead waited until the morning to tell him that I didnt appreciate being put in that position. Hes pissed, doesnt understand why I dont like her and thinks I should be able to be an "Adult" and be civilized and hang around with her because she is able to put things aside and be an adult. But really she just likes to egg people on, she likes getting reactions and enjoys getting attention anyway she can. What is this man thinking?!?!

Now he actually wants me to write down a list of all the reasons I dont like her. I told him to write down the reasons he does like her. I started the list (up to 19 so far) but not sure if i'll give it to him as whenever I write things down he runs them right to her.

I picked up divorce papers today. I cant handle this BS anymore and I'm not sure at this point if I want to be with him as I dont see him ever growing up and becoming responsible. Sigh.