I just deleted all my access to her computer with her right in front of me. I removed all the monitoring software to. I don't want to know anymore. I feel so relieved and happy.
@SHocked... she doesn't know it yet but the OM got a girlfriend his own age on Halloween. I thought she found out today but its obvious she didn't. I am waiting to see what fallout will happen from that when she finds to this weekend.
I have to say this is the first time since the bomb I have ever really felt disgusted by her. I sincerely have doubts that I would want her back. I certainly would not want her back with our relationship the way it was.
I am free from the temptation of checking her computer! I am so stoked.
