Yes, SoA, Sandi is absolutely right. I went through times when it felt like my head was going to explode from the panic and pain. Pure unadulterated grief and self-loathing. You will get through this. We know you will -- hang in there!

P.S. Elliptical

Me-53
W-49
D22,D18,D15
T-Since-12/2001
Married-9/2004
She Moved Out-5/28/2010
Piecing start-04/2011
Now-together
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