then went on about how she was not a B1tch and how the only thing I should blame her on is leaving and that I never took any responsibility for her leaving etc etc.
What's the message there? What's she fishing for? Do you recognize the mind reading?
She wants an emotional connection, that's the reason for the drama.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.