Alright everyone, I'm sitting here in bed sick so I figured what better time then now to update everyone. I had I great weekend out of town, it was nice getting away. It's been a week now since my wife and I have talked and I definitely feel myself detaching. There are moments when she still crosses my mind and that I want to talk to her, but I know that's normal. There is also this growing feeling of coldness on my part towards her too. It's not that I hate her or anything I have just been reading some threads the last few days and at times part of me just wants to move on. It's only been almost 2 months since my bomb, but my feelings really seem to be more about me and less about her. Where as before it seemed like the things i was doing were to get her back, now they really aren't so much. I still have moments like everyone does where I want to talk to her, but I know deep down if I did then this last week would be all for nothing.
